OOOOooooo...

... ... ... ... ... ... ... after all, it looked like I lost again in a match that was pre-determined.

Frankly speaking, I know that not really many or anyone reads my posts and it's just made with a plain purpose with no point of direction, staying static..awaiting to fall. Yea.. I know that most people have a pillar behind them, supporting them, making them strong and bring them through life. Some prefers theirs to be a non-living like games, games and I persist games again. Whereas some may have friends, girlfriend or perhaps a close mate to assist them and act as their listener.

Thinking about a pillar, perhaps I may have one too or maybe not. Should I be thinking about it? Well, some may agree while some disagree. Sooner or later after through excessive arguments it'll end up at square 1.

Being 'trapped' in a 'small confined area' for a few months is rather a bad experience I would say. ... ... ...

______ think that _______ need assistance ASAP. Sometimes being weird is just not great. It's like a virus, slowly gulping you pieces by pieces torturing till you decide to give up and stab yourself in the heart with a knife.



Sacreamonteamu~

Nothing Much...

Everything seems to be going past so slow....... pacing slowly awaiting the right moment..

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Up there was just nonsense, I know, you don't need to tell me because I'm known as a weird person among my friends..yea weird.. W + E + I + R + D = WEIRD. mmmhmm, yeap weird.

Currently, I've pledged to myself not to use the internet till 8:30pm -9:30pm so that I wouldn't fail like my friends did, which utterly disappointed themselves and people around them. So yea, I'm trying to keep my pledge up and it's kinda hard... I know, looking at the monitor is like being sucked into the vacuum cleaner, so hard to get out yet so easy to go in.. bless me and hope I'll make a good progress out of it and *tink* *tink* *tink* end of story

Biyas!

~Plain indeed~

Hmm, a day has just past again, just like that...with no real purpose but with boredom, spacing, singing and thinking about things that I shouldn't be thinking right now....

All these times, I was wondering should I or shouldn't I .................................

*I don't know...just don't bother me and maybe I'll reach there in a period of time, who knows...maybe 1 week, 1 month, 1 year, 1 decade or maybe till my last breathe I'll only learn, overcome it and harness something out of it...*


Well there, enough pouring out my stuffs :) you viewers won't want to read it too so yeah, it shall stop here. Tata. Have fun mates at Ben's party..

Posty Post

Hieeyah! *a kick can be seen*

"Um, sorry, no violence!!!, bad influence for our little viewers who are reading this post"

"Okay, sorray!" (bows) *Look below and start reading like a worm! *

Hi, SAUCE! wokay I shall stop and start writing something sensible. ;)

Anyway, this is the first time I am blogging about my mate's birth anniversary. Yay for all~!!

Today the 6th of November, is Ivan Ng Zhi Zheng's birthday...well some of you may thing what's so great if it's his birthday, since he's not even related or had some conflicts or relationship that you may had with him before.(You don't need to tell me the reason, just keep it to yourself and giggle to yourself for tonight, thinking the great memories that you had with him before. ie, kissing? hugging? stalking a girl together? stripping each other like a beast? LOL, random enough aye =D ) *All those mentioned are just plain texts which are fake, Ivan hadn't done those things before, so don't think bad about him* ;)

Well, I was thinking about what can I do for him since I'm abroad and can't join in my friends to give him a freewhack session. So yea, maybe a post about him in my blog shall satisfy him for his 16th birthday. Thinking about it, I was surfing Facebook just now and saw someone shared the same birthday with him which is, Jeremy Ng and Lee Chun Kit.

Guess here it ends....

Happy moments ends in a flick,
Sad moments ends in a decade,
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maybe, birth are through hardships,
nurturing comes first,
parents comes second,
like lights glowing just for the one,
hoping to be redeemed,bla bla bla bla bla

(can't continue them, just doesn't rhymes)


Allios Amigoz~
Ivan, hope this makes a quarter of your day cause I just thought of this the last few moments.

Happy birthday,
Make it a great one,
Good luck to you and your future pair,
and yea, don't cramp your mind too much, talk to me if you need to
that's the wish you get for you birthday, so use it wisely as you only have once tokens only =D perhaps you'll get another token next year. ^.^

Going Back...

Wassup...I knw I am lame, so yeah, lol kinda forced myself to post something which may be sometimes bad...i know i know...stop nagging to me..

Yay, is 24 days before I get back and get to play maple and maybe dota with my ex-school mates.

Kabam. Full stop. Lazy to expand.

Ciao, back to exponential function. Chat to you soon.

Shallow Indeed...

Looks like I've been outta post these few days or I should say for the last few months. Here it goes, I'm not going to drag this like how you write essays or how the chef's make 'la mee'. So, this is the fillings for the pot today.

I've actually been thinking a lot, well, one may guess what am I thinking, porn? girls? boys? friends? pets? mates? games? and loads for if you try to think hard enough.

And,

Um...

How should I start this off...

*Tells self, skrew it and just type what you think*

Lately, the memories of me fonding JKL recalled and I was thinking hard whether my decision that I made last approximately 6 months ago was wise or not. I mean, if I hadn't parted with JKL would we be happily talking to each other every night and ease out each other's strenuous problems and joking with humor and yea, end up better than now.

Maybe..

maybe...

the steps that I chose was just an imaginary that was meant to relieve me just for that point of my life but not months or maybe years or decades afar.

sometimes, I would thought of lending Albert Einstein's travel machine back and reconstruct the flaws that I've made so that each may end up better.



Here it ends, rather short and simple for each of us.

FYI: Lots of things in here have been filtered by tonnes of times, and parts that were meant to give insights are being ripped because the owner doesn't want to uncover pieces of his life or create any suspense between parties.

Bye~

Bits of Remembrance

Quotes:

1.Sometimes what's closest to you may hurt you the most but in return, loves you the most.


2.Every starting point has it's ending point. Hence, why tussle with it? Instead, one should go on with it and take various paths to reach the ending point.


3.What's spoken can't be taken back, but what's written can't be erased.


Yeah, guess that's it for today. A bit of tips or theories if you want it to be. So bye!! Anyways, it's 2:15 am so my brain can't function that good. lewl. Stay tuned and find me in skype if thou wanna speak with me.